Gradually memorise and practice lila smaran gradually. Slowly, slowly.
Which time, what divine lila? The eternal lila. First memorise the lila.
Different sequences as presented in the books of our acharyas.
Then you can implement this in your nama–japa, puja and seva.
First meditate on Gaura-lila then one can move to Vraja-lila. Read the Gutika.
One can move from Gaura-lila each time and move to Vraja-lila.
Ananta Das Babaji